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Today, I'm doing something new in my radio show . ^_^ I cannot believe I am doing this. What I will be attempting is reading my original works. For the next few months, you get to hear 20 - 25 minute segments of different books I have written. When I am done, I will be using a strawpoll to determine which book to finish on Show Time Radio Time. Of course, there is an event I am waiting for. If I don't hear back of a permission form I sent in, I will continue to read the book that wins in the strawpoll. I'm excited! I'm broadcasting live in 56 minutes! Listen in soon at http://tobtr.com/s/7380121. #BlogTalkRadio

Let's go dancing. :) Come join me! I'm broadcasting live in one hour! Listen in soon at http://tobtr.com/s/7337745. #BlogTalkRadio

So I'm in my apartment with the lights off, on the floor inside my makeshift tent. I can feel my heart pounding after watching tonite's aired episodes of Ghost Adventures. Let me explain more fully. I sometimes wonder if I'm an empath. Only at certain times I can/do feel or sense things around me. Or even feel what others are feeling without experiencing it myself. Sometimes it even happens when I watch episodes that are airing on TV. The second episode of tonite, Zak and his gang went to Ireland for a 720 yo castle. Where the Hellfire Club once held many rituals, killings, and whatnot. I gotta tell ya. Now you see why my heart is pounding. That's the scariest episode I've ever seen. After watching, I felt spooked. No, it was more than spooked. I could almost feel the fear Zak had for Aaron. Or maybe it was from Aaron. I had to turn on a light, since I was watching this in the dark. I can tell you one thing for sure. I'm gonna have a hard time falling asleep ton...

I did it. I broke it. I promised myself I wouldn't create another social platform until I had a bigger following. But I couldn't help myself. After all, I love Markiplier. And after watching some of his vine clips, well, let's just say I went insane. It seems his bubbly and awkwardly awesome self inspires me to be more me over the Internet. So I went over my camera pictures one more time, since everything is on my PC now. And deleted a lot of photos. Plenty of space to install the Vine app. Et Viola! My Vine name is the same as my YouTube - TheEsperanza243. A little more easy for you all to find me. Now I can't fall asleep. Cause I've been watching Danny Tamberelli vine clips. Lol. I'm remembering why I love this actor. I need to watch more of his stuff. Maybe some of that weird bromance stuff he's creating. 

And maybe a surprise guest will appear. :) Who knows? I'm broadcasting live in one hour and 46 minutes! Listen in soon at http://tobtr.com/s/7317241. #BlogTalkRadio

Fuck my stupidity and overzealousness! (Is that the right word to use?) If I had just gone downstairs at my calculated time, I wouldn't have freakin missed the city bus. Instead of waiting for tomorrow morning, I used my 75 cents for a wasted trip. >.< I should've knocked at that closed ticket booth more. It was five minutes after the "info/pay" time for the day. They weren't actually gonna close until the last bus parked in their garage. Which happens to be around 8:30 or 9. Out of frustration, at myself, and after the person I texted said she wasn't available, I started crying. I seriously didn't want to walk the fifteen minutes back home in the freakin cold. The crying is still going, and the frustration/pissed emotion is slightly going away. Now I'm just feeling ashamed. Cause I should have done this before my pass expired. >.> Well, my worst case scenario has finally happened. I should've expected this to happen too. Seriously, it...